Mood swing or new headmate

as resident “original” “host” my job is to decide whether a new headmate is new or not or just like fake. we’ve got like two of these recently.

• i drew this and then like. started feeling a bit of mood changes after. obviously(?) this type of art is quite emotional and childhood is like a big topic that hurts to think about for me. so i think this makes sense and is probably a new headmate
• the employment centre asked me to do cv handouts. they are really good at this and got me really motivated. i was actually quite enjoying it and was not a nervous wreck talking to people who have “authority” in society. i dont know if i was just enjoying it or if like it was a new headmate. i specifically noticed that my gender presentation was different, i guess. you can view my gender presentation here, if you want, i guess. but it is very boyish. “she is wearing menswear as a girl and also acting boyish”
  • i think this is a new headmate but like who knows.